I decided to write a book after the birth of my fourth child because honestly, I didn’t know what to do with myself. I had worked so hard towards my VBA3C. It seemed weird, even with four kids to not have something to work on and prepare, besides normal life. My heart was overwhelmed with God’s goodness and love for me and I knew I wanted to share more of not just my story, but I really believe this is all about Him.
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A Jealous Heart

As I have been working on my book, I decided to share the deep dark secret on the topic of a jealous struggle in my heart. It’s part of my story.

Sounds, enticing right?

Well, it totally crept up in my faith journey after my first baby and man it is ugly!

It’s this burning, deep inside where we don’t like what someone else has or has achieved. Part of me struggled with it because others had what I desperately wanted and I had no control over my life and the ability to change it. Ick. It was horrible.

Have you faced jealousy inside of you? What’s the best way you have dealt with it?

Maybe we don’t want to admit it. Perhaps someone has even been jealous of you? We always think someone else has it better. But that’s a lie.We don’t always see the whole story.



This time in my life taught me a lot about contentment and to STOP looking at other people so much! I decided to look at what God placed in my life..all the great things like my husband and family and be…grateful!